Sunday, March 29, 2009
It hurts...
It hurts a lot alot..
A lot a lot a lot till i'm speechless...
~What is True Love?
~Does True Love really exists?
~I feel the heartache~
♥ a butterfly landed @
11:38 PM
Thursday, March 26, 2009
I hope everything is fine...
I realised sumthing...
When a couple dun have time to meet or spend time for each other....
Problems start coming in...
I hate the feeling too...
I just hope that he understand n he realise how i feel...
~Wishes to have more love from him
~Wishes to have more care from him
~Wishes to have more concern from him
~Wishes him to pamper me more
~Wishes him to dote on me more
~I cried for the harsh words that he spoke to me.
~I cired for the attitude that he have shown me.
~I cried for feeling so insecure without any comfort from him.
~I cried for feeling lack of love from him.
~I cried for feeling lack of care n concern from him.
~I cried for wondering he still rmb i'm his gf or someone transparent.
♥ a butterfly landed @
9:27 PM
I'm tired..
I'm depressed..
I'm speechless...
I'm feeling insecure..
I miss the past that we had...
Those past will never exist now....
I'm all alone...
Feeling so miserable while exams r round the corner...
To tht whoever it is....Yes! U r right....I'm brainless....Happy???
♥ a butterfly landed @
12:06 AM
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
TOPIC OF THE DAY WITH BIN...
FHM!!!! FHM MAGAZINE!!!
WHOEVER IT IS...
I'M HERE TO SAY....
I'M NOT STUPID...
I'M NOT BLIND....
JUST DUN DO ANYTHING BEHIND MY BACK.....
♥ a butterfly landed @
2:09 AM
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
I'm really tired of all this...
It's always a little surprise but ended up with full disappointment from him...
Once n once it happened again n again...
I do not wish to say much anymore coz he will jus say to mi..."Everyone in this world is changing including him." But he is from bad to worst...
Can you guys imagine...i dun even have time to share my problems with him...
He can't even spare a listening ears to me.
A couple is a failure if they dun communicate well...
He dun care n concern like wad he is doing anymore....
Which most ladies needed most....*Care and Concern*
He totally neglected mi but he just heck n dun even gif a damn abt it...
He wants me to be more undertstanding n caring bcoz he is in NS but he forgotten abt his part as his bf.
Of coz i need the usual care n concern too...Who don't???
Whenever we plan for a meet up, he always the one who disappoint everything.
Tired of saying n complaining to him also, because things happened too often that u knw it n expected what will happen next
~It seems like i'm living alone in a long lost world.....~Labels: In a long lost world
♥ a butterfly landed @
2:47 AM
Monday, March 23, 2009
people told me...when ur partner is serving the nation...or even after serving the nation...
It will be a torture in your relationship.
I totally agreed...
bcoz ur partner will only want your understanding n caring and they will neglect ur understanding frm them n caring frm them...
It's tired and hurtful at times...but nth else u can do except tearing every nitez until u fall asleep...
Well, i shall not say much...Exams, exams & exams. The only thing tht i would like to focus and nth else other than exams.
♥ a butterfly landed @
2:48 AM
Monday, March 16, 2009
Busy Busy Busy Bee....
Was so tired...reason beacause I slept at 2 am on Sat and woke up at 5.30am on Sun.
Being a Bridemaid on sunday...Well, It was fun but tiring...
I hope to receive the photos soon.
Monday...I super late for work...After a long day on day after the wedding dinner.
Hubby was free for the whole sunday but we couldn't meet due to the bridemaid duties i had. Sad bcoz always not the right timing for us. For the next n following saturday he will be on duty. :-(
Exams drawing nearer...I'm afriad. Afraid tht i could not make it again. I'm stress too for my work. This month was weird. Suddenly i received quite alot of orders. Y timing always not right for me. I've got to prepare my exams n handle well with work too.
I NEED A BREAK!!!!!
♥ a butterfly landed @
12:33 AM
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
I believed if you have seen my previous post...I mentioned about "surprise"
Yes! Indeed i got a surprise from him.
I have told him umpteen times that i want to watch Bloody Valentine but in 3D. Coz heard from bin saying that it's a nice show. But due to our busy schedule, we hardly can fork out the time to watch.
So on tuesday, my hubby went to buy the tickets secretly and he even got a good seats. He came to fetch me after my meeting at CC. And when i get into the car, i saw the 3D movie calendar and the leaflet being placed infront of me. By the way, the calendar is in cube shape. So when i open up the box, i saw 2 tickets inside. Wahaha...I'm happy about it.
It's really a nice show. 3D effect is even better. Coz it's scary. You can even feel the blood flowing out of the screen. wahahaha
Thanks hubby for the little surprise.
I have lots of things in mind.
~Find a place to R&R (Rest & Relax) Couple Spa???
~Need to find pink dress for the coming sunday wedding ceremony as i'm the sister.
~Need to top up my make up kit.
~Another dress for wedding dinner.
~Craving for steamboat this coming saturday. (Chong Pang????)
~Bags for the wedding ceremony and wedding dinner.
~looking forward to Our 3rd Anniversary. (Time Flies)
~Wanting to go 1 day Malaysia shopping trip. (Hoping to get aprroval frm Hubby)
~Wanting to get 3D 2N Genting trip with hubby. (Bcoz i want to bring him to a place called Mushroom Garden for seafood).
~Hoping to receive LV Speedy 30 on my 22nd Birthday. (Wahahaha...He will kill me if he saw this.)
♥ a butterfly landed @
10:51 PM
Monday, March 9, 2009
Let me starts from Last Friday
I went over to hubby's place to sleep after his Camp Function.
We shared a lot of things before we went la la land...
He told me to ROM first and as for the traditional wedding will be later part of it...
A lot of thoughts in his mind regarding his career...
I'm glad he started to worry about it rather than when he ORD le den start thinking...
If not i will feel it is waste of time...bcoz after ORD u might not get job straight away or even have been sitting at home a few months...While he said he regretted for not signing on tht time...
(I expected)
Saturday
Early in the morning, Hubby went back to camp while i'm at his place continue my sleep while waiting for him back home.
I love the way when he going back camp and without fail he will whispered in my ear telling him that he is going back already asked mi to wait for him at his house.
When he is back, we went opposite to have breakfast with his family and hubby sent me
back to my own place at 5pm to prepare myself and headed to bugis to meet kf & pz.
Celebrated an advance birthday for KF. Hope she is happy about it and hope that she liked the gifts that we bought for her.
Sunday
hubby came to fetch me when he dismount and we went to Ah Yat abalone Restaurant for Hong Kong Dim Sum with his family and his Ah yi's family. After that, we went to the car mart to look for cars. Hubby still say the same thing. He wants to buy car. So we went to see together and have some thoughts about it. Mitsubishi Lancer or Honda Jazz? Actually i like Toyota Vios but hubby doesn't like it. Further more, Vios is more to lady-like car.
Monday
As usual, came to work n work. See the computer till my eyes gg to pop out. So many resumes awaiting for me to go through. Wanted to watch movie with hubby but both of us too tired and we rest at our own place.
Today
Wad a day...i have to drive to work..No one sent mi to work...GOSH~ Bro went reservice so dad said use 1 car can already. So fetch dad as he went home to park back his car. And i drive to work. Sianz...I hate Parking ar....It's a torture for mi...Ok right now, dad drove the car out of office so i pray hard that he will fetch mi home insted of i fetch him home coz i hate peak period also...TRAFFIC JAM!
Today seems like i will be getting a surprise from hubby later...Coz since morning he has been asking me weird question. When i asked him, he just took him SECRET. whahahaha
I love him lots. Though we might quarrelled at times. But inside our hearts we knew the anger is just for the moment.
♥ a butterfly landed @
11:34 PM
Thursday, March 5, 2009
My stomach is bloated!!!
The feeling is terrible...~Save me~
I wonder is it my aunty visiting soon....It can't be i ate too much food...Coz i have been on diet for the past few days....Only breakfast, NO lunch, and only LIGHT dinner....
I'm little disappointed as hubby gg back camp again at 5pm...Which means it will affect our meeting time again...Well, but hubby ever said that to me before and i still remembered it...He said:"Certain things we just can't go by our own way".
But i'm excited to meet the gals tml....yeah!
I have shared something with hubby just now...regarding my business....i'm glad he always there to help me or even resolved my problem.
Anyway, this few days hubby and I have many thoughts about our future...Many things have been stopping us again n again...The decision for us to make is not easy at all...Issues that we have been worrying about....~His career (Sign-on? or dun sign?), Our educations (Shortage of time), Money issue(Marriage, Car), My business(Economic downturn).
♥ a butterfly landed @
10:16 PM
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
Well well well...
It's thurday...
Time files....
This few days..have been quite busy with works....quite a few new jobs opening coming in....
Busy is a good thing...It shows that i got business....And i managed to get new clients...:P
But my accounting re-exam is coming soon...I hope to pass this time round...
I'm getting more excited to meet the gals this coming sat...oppz* Have I inform hubby abt it???
I doubt so....haha
hmmm...i'm lost half way...(forgotten what to type)
Oh ya...Hubby's bike is giving us lots of problem. DAMN IT...haiz..
He has been looking for cars recently and also have discussion about it....
Well, still i want him to have stable career first...
Buying a car is easy...but paying monthly instalment is not as easy as wad we think...
Same old conversation, Life is hard....No way for easy money....Only hard earned money is the most practical way that i have seen.
Good luck everyone...Though economic crisis...but i hope it won't affect anyone of us feeling...Life still goes on...Hang on everyone.Labels: New Job Opening
♥ a butterfly landed @
11:26 PM
Monday, March 2, 2009
It's raining...
Today, I reached office quite early.
*Claps* hahaha
Yesterday night, Hubby brought me to Farmart for dinner as it was our 32nd Month Anniversary...Thought it was a disappointment...But NO, he did something and end it with a pleasant day...
All thanks to you, Hubby. Love you.
this year, it will be a very challenging year for the both of us. I know n i can feel that you are stress but you didn't mentioned in details infront of me...I know you want to earn fast cash...for our better future or even early marriage...
Life is hard i know...but what i want to say is....Never give up easily and you will be success..
I know i have always behaved like a pamper gal, a branded gal, a always wanted to be a perfect gal, growing in a good family background which everyone spoilt me badly including you.
I promised i want to be a good gal in your heart. :)
A good news...both of us already started savings...i hope in 3 years time i would be able to see sumthing....wahahaha
♥ a butterfly landed @
10:21 AM
Sunday, March 1, 2009
Haiz...It's our anniversary...but seems nth special too..
No greetings...
NOTHING!
it's just a normal day.....
~someone kill me and my end life ba...y make mi till so miserable.
♥ a butterfly landed @
10:01 PM
