Sunday, May 31, 2009
Big Thank You for those who actually concerned about me...
I'm pretty fine now...
Life is just full of ups and downs...
My weekend was with my hubby...spend time with him to the fullest...
Saturday...We went east coast park for my family gathering cum May birthday celebrations...
We enjoyed...though it is just a simple n relax day....
But not forgetting the food was good....Thanks to my uncle...I love the scallop with cheese...gosh...
Next week, it will be hubby's family gathering cum birthday celebration also...so can you see how busy we are....
Same they will be having BBQ too...BUT i kinda sianz if we gg to bbq our own food...hahahha...
Coz whenever my family side is having bbq or any functions....maid will do everything...like last saturday...We just have to order from the maid n she cooks for us...at first, hubby was telling me...he wans the hot dog...but our practice is u go tell the maid n she will do the job...so i told him u tell the maid wad u wanna eat...he was like HUH!!! i dun use to it leh....i dun use to it where i ask pple to help mi cook food...hahahha...so no choice, i ask the maid to help him cook...ya...this is my family's practice...too depend on maid at times...same to my past birthday party...cannot do without the maid whenever we have functions....
So i hope n pray hard tht...if we are gg for this coming gathering...I hope someone do the job for mi plz...hahaha....i won't want to stand infront of the bbq pit...LOL...
Sunday was a relax day...coz initially i'm not feeling well...woke up with flu and later on plus headache...so keep nua at bed.....LOl...until i can't stand my headache anymore even hubby massage my head...so request panado from his mum...after taking the pills...i went to rest for half hour??? and hubby woke mi up to prepare for dinner...so went to take a cold bath coz weather is damn hot....and here we go to bukit timah for our favourite 5 stars chicken rice...
and today, i'm back to work...first day of the week and first day of the month....later hubby say he coming to fetch mi from work...lol...was like finally hor....and back to my house for dinner...tht's all..
Tata~
♥ a butterfly landed @ 10:11 PM
Friday, May 29, 2009
Sigh!
I'm really sad and disappointed...
Is picking up ur gf from work a very difficult tasks for you guys????
I shall not mention much here...
I'm tired, really really tired...
Eyes are watery but still I'm holding back...
I do not want to get myself out of control...
BUT why??? why am i getting hurt once and once again over the same issues...
Am I expecting too much...Which i think i'm not...
I envy those gals where their bf offered to pick them up after work...
I always think tht and even confident enough tht i can rely on him...
BUT...it's a great disappointing now...
My heart aches when i scolded you badly...but i'm just too upset and disappointed that i couldn't control myself...
~Fion will learn to be independent enough one day...*crying deeply in her heart*
~She misses her honeymoon period...
To Him,
I received your sms...U msged me at the wrong time...I couldn't control myself anymore...
I thank you for loving me all these years...I really do thank you and i really do appreciate your love for me....
Deep in my heart, I knw you are the best guy of so many bf that i had....I knw u dote me the most....
At times, human being tends to be a little more greedy...I don't expect you to be a rich guy to let me be tai tai...I don't...Cause i myself is workaholic or your so called career woman...
In my heart, i always have this phase in it. "I WILL NEVER SEE U DIE MR LI WEI XIAN" "I WILL WALK THRU ALL THE UPS N DOWNS WITH U THROUGHOUT MY LIFE".
i always like u to be my perfect bf or hubby-to-be. I envy some gals when they knock off from work their bf offer to fetch them home....Of coz i don't expect everyday...once in awhile i'm happy enough...i believe u knw mi well too....
you have always been telling me..."what you want just say dun expect me to knw what is your mind thinking and throw tantrum" But this time round seems like i have been voicing out umpteen times, it seems like it's useless....I thought that today will be a good day for u to fetch mi....BUT BUT........Do you know i'm actually very happy and excited and putting in a lot of hope that u will be coming to fetch me from work today??? Do not know that????
And and...i broke down now...
Still...i can't do anything...cause i knw we are deeply in love with each other....
anyway...it's late...i'm speechless out of sudden...have a gd rest for tonight...Gd nitez...I love u a lot...and i really mean alot....*hurts-free plz*
♥ a butterfly landed @ 9:23 AM
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Many thoughts in my mind recently....
Career & future!!!!
Was thinking what will my future be like?
Living standard in Singapore ain't easy....
Do you choose to live a normal life with just 3 meals a day..Living in a tiny flat e.g 3-Room flat???
OR Do you expect something better or at least slightly above the average????
BUT if you expect something better, can you or your partner's salary afford it???
Isn't a BIG question mark???????
Some time, when thinking back....I wished my daddy is not spooning feed us (me n my siblings). Why I so, because my daddy always like to plan for our future...he lay the path for us most of time...e.g Why he set up this recruitment agency...Cause he wants to let us have a good future...All cost is on him when he set up this company....
And i feel since young we have always been living good with no worries...if 1 day we can't have such a good life anymore...It has become a torture for us....Agree?
Was talking on the phone with hubby when i reached office this morning....saying about our future...He has always been assuring me that no worries this n that...he will definitely go source for income to let us have a better future....
"Love is Blind"....Agree?
Why? because hubby once told me before and it is still in my mind so clearly....He said if my gf is having the same kind of living standard as him he wouldn't be so stress about future BUT he love me so much that because of me he will not let me go but willing to work hard for it instead.
(For info, his family so called average....but mine maybe slightly above average)
Of cause...i felt so touched by his words.
♥ a butterfly landed @ 11:16 PM
Saturday, May 16, 2009
I'm feeling emo...
I'm feeling sianz...
I hate such feelings...
Y when he needs me i will surely be there for him...
Y when i need him..maybe just for dinner...he can throw me aside....he knws that my mum did not cooked that day...so y can't he just tell me..."lets have dinner tgt?" Y must wait and see if his daddy packet his dinner then make the decision? Isn't if his daddy does not packet his dinner den he will ask me our for dinner? otherwise, i got to settle my own dinner.
I really got pissed and upset over it...
Another thing which i explored....Wheneve his frenz chatted with him online..he can replied very fast...Faster than i chatted with him online...and also, he has been playing tht stupid game called Alantica and without noticing that he had neglected me once n once again....
It's really up to my limit...and please...I have already told him million of times already...still he takes me for granted...When accompany me, he will complaints that he is tired needs some rest...when he is playing tht stupid and fucking game he won't say tht he is tired....
Argh....I got enuff!!!!
♥ a butterfly landed @ 10:37 AM
Thursday, May 14, 2009
updating of my life...
I feel no life at all...
Work, work and work...
But i'm happy with my results this month...I mean my sales...
Starting of the week...I closed a big deal....
today...hubby told me something...Oh ya...when mentioning about him...It reminds me of typing proper english...See my tag board??? haha....
Okay! proper english plz...but i'm lazy so i love to type singlish when it is nothing related to my work...
wahahaha....
Hubby msged me this morning...saying about his campmate bad mouth about him...and trying to let all ics anti him or something else...I did not expect such thing to happen to hubby...and some more...i knw tht friend....coz he is also my friend....
I feel they are just too childish...and i'm thinking are you all jealous over my hubby??? when u all need him to fetch you guys hubby never once rejected if he is available...and in return you guys are behind him backstabbing him????
Stupid ass hole...honestly, with such actions...it makes me look down on you guys for what you have done....
♥ a butterfly landed @ 11:49 PM
Friday, May 8, 2009
Quite some time din blog..
Was being asked to blog by Binny...
So I'm gonna post a short post about her...
Dear Binny,
I knw u r deeply hurt...hmmm...haiz...
I'm lost of words....
Xian and me just hope both of r fine...
But this time round...the outcome wasn't wad we expected...
We knw u broke down already...
Nobody to blame...but each of u just have to look into urself...
Btw, both of u make mi tears that night...while chatting on msn but diff conversation....
I tears tgt with u all...Even xian were asking is yb crying or r u crying?...lol
Life is just unfair...
Y both of are deeply in love with one another....but they just can't be a couple...
Binny, throughout this hard time...I hope you can really walk out of it...
I knw u r a cheerful gal...like to jokes around and be funky....
Need help? I'm always here for you...
To Gh,
If you happened to read my post...
I'm hope you are fine too...
Yes...I walk do you a flavour by walking through this hard time with binny...
At the time, i would also hope tht...
You think clearly is this wad you really wan it to be happened...
Why???Tell me why is it like tht happen to both of u...
I'm sad seeing u pple like tht too...
Gh...if anything u need help but not convenient to tok to mi you can always look for weixian...
To all couples out there...
Treasure and cherish wad you have now...especially your loved ones before its gone...
After such things happened...
I learned my lesson too neither nor hubby...We tends to say "I Love you" to each other when we just feel like saying rather than hiding inside our hearts...
Enuff of saying sad things...
Now, It's gd news...
My daddy has been norminated for FLC Awards 2009..
For some of you who knws my background...My daddy holds the positon of Vice-chairman in BBE CC CCMC...And Chairman of the Family Life Champion (FLC) committee...
Please nominate and vote for Bukit Batok East Family Life Champion (FLC) Mr Yeo Hock Seng at http://www.flcawards.com/nominate.phpNomination will close on 8 May 09 and the online voting will start from 15 may to 15 June 09! Show your support!
Of coz i'm proud of my daddy...He is my listener...my everything where I can request anything or share with him anything includes my relationship...See, how great is my dad....Of coz...my banker too..LOL...coz he just spoilt me too much (tis is wad my hubby always feel)...LOL
Of coz i'm proud of my daddy...He is my listener...my everything where I can request anything or share with him anything includes my relationship...See, how great is my dad....Of coz...my banker too..LOL...coz he just spoilt me too much (tis is wad my hubby always feel)...LOL
Mother's Day is coming...
I hereby wishing all mummies include my dearest mum...A Happy Mother's Day....
To my mummy, Stay young n pretty always...lol....
Sunday will be treating my mum for dinner with my family includes hubby n bro's gf (Maybe). Venue to be confirmed...
Some pics that taken tgt with my dearest sister Binny while she sad that day and i was angry with hubby for not fetching me...LOL....Anw, hubby apologies for such silly mistake...So forgive him ba...LOL...
♥ a butterfly landed @ 1:07 AM
Friday, May 1, 2009
The hatred is there....
I'm disappointed...
Angry....
Sad....
Lost of trust....
I can hardly trust anyone anyone even a loved ones....
Words r cheap as usual...
And i will only believe in actions rather than words...
I will not expect him to fetch mi anymore...neither nor i request from him again...I WILL NEVER...n I SWEAR.....
i do not wish to disappoint myself when i received a empty promise...
I regretted for letting him buying bike...
Before buying, he told me...he will use bike less compare to car...he will use car to fetch me most of them time or even when fetching mi frm work as i'm wearing office wear...
I"m here to announce to everyone here who reads my blog...
HE IS A LIAR....HE BROKE HIS PROMISES TO ME....
He did not fetch me while he promised...
He used bike instead of car knowing that i'm wearing office wear....
Worst is...when i rejected sitting bike...and said tht i rather take train...
Without hestistate....he agreed that i take train alone with peak hours...
Wad a bf i 've got.....I can't imagine too...
And before hand my dad called me asking whether to fetch me...i told him no need for today as he will be fetching mi....but he broke all his promises instead and leaving mi n expecting to get home myself....
How bad he is i can't imagine too....And how is my father gg to trust him in future...
Anw....Thanks Hayden for sending me home.....BIG THANK U....I know u r a rider also....but u r considerate enuff to take cab instaed of riding bike to send us home...I fully appreciated it...coz my own bf is not that considerate as you....
He is real damn fuck up...knowing that...i'm wearing office wear plus heals...still wanting me to sit on bike.....reason bcoz he wants to save car petrol...I really can't imagine he is like tht...
So gals...i warn you...conclusion is NEVER DEPEND ON GUYS.....
♥ a butterfly landed @ 4:21 AM
