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Monday, June 8, 2009

Life is all about.............................................................?????

What hubby said is totally true about me....

"Why can't I just have a simple life???"

"Why am I always having high expectation???"

Sigh!

We are living in a stressful life in Singapore. Agree?

My academy results will be releasing in 2 weeks time...Am i gg to make it this time round? I do not know.

I just pray hard that i would be able to make it and let me fully concentrate on my career....Coz i knw studying and working at the same time IT'S HARD!

Whether will I continue to be a self-employed or be an employee, I'm confused totally.

There are so much things happening recently but i'm just lost of words.

I came across this blog entry from binny's friend. It is so meaningful.

Here it goes......

The World.

This post is meant for all the heartbrokens and heartbreakers out there.

To my friends, I know this is hard, I know it seems like you are torn apart, feels like a sharp knife piercing thru ur heart, feels like the whole world is against you, feels so f up and confused. Sometimes u got so used to it that you are already numbed and frozen. Who can see the tears and blood inside of you caused by a single word, love? And so i say, screw love..

One may argue that its a bond thingy which outside party can never understand. Some people get stucked while some ppl moved on. I'd say almost 80% are unable to carry on living happily without thinking about the person at all, the heartbreaker. If this is an issue between 2 parties which outsiders can never comprehend nor comment on, then why the fcuk are there so many ppl experiencing the same shyt? It happens again and again and again and again and worst still, occurs on all my beloved friends out there. I'd like to ask you guys to be strong and not to think about it anymore but even as a third party, I can already felt all the hidden emotions when we were out together. Smiles, laughters and happiness are just blurred images portrayed to deceive the public eyes. Inside the real you contain a broken heart, ripped apart by the heartbreaker.

I used to think that heartbreakers are cool. Famous for their cold-bloodiness and ignorance no matter what happens. Always able to get into a r/s and get out of it with just a *snap* of the fingers. Well, I used to think that they were guys. And finally i realized i may be wrong afterall. The opposite sex can be as cruel and as cold too.

(At this very instance i stopped blogging n went downstair for a smoke wiv nacio and maogui to chat about what we are best at chatting about: life n love. Funnily enough god muz haf meant for this to happen becoz my dad came down n finally, realized i smoke. Guess what happened? Well, he told me not to smoke so much and the very next min he took a cigarette from me n off he goes. So, what can i say? Alright back to the main topic..)

**As much as i wanna say, im not trying to bitch, bark, rant, cry, whine or preach like someone who's experienced or an expert in this field for i doubt anyone is. I ain't no saint either. So, i was talking about the opposite sex. Well, it seems like the trend or fashion has changed from the male domain of so called 'players', 'playboys', 'bastards', 'sex maniacs', 'flirts' to the female domain which i would best conclude as 'sperms addicts'. Its kinda offensive but its meant to be funny though. Hope nobody minds. Seems like the female side is taking over and dominating!**

Nonetheless, the world revolves as the ppl changes. A causes B to be upset. B became crazee and spread the virus to C. C either move on or became like B and continue spreading the disease. Its a never ending story. I sincerely feel that the world is coming to an end very very soon. With all the SARS, Swine flu, Tsunami, Aircraft missing, Terrorism and most importantly, LOVE screwing us all around, upside down, inside out, to and fro in almost every single fcuking way.

I LOVE... twist the word 'love' around and it becomes 'evol'. I intrepreted it as 'evolving' and it sounds like 'evil'(evol). So its because of the 'i' element that turns evol into evil and thus, love is portrayed as the outer image. So is love something that is continueously evolving and something evil? I smell something sninister here. *sniff*

Its up to individual perceptions to look at things from ur own standpoint or view. At this very moment i'm having a pair of sore eyes which is definitely uncomfortable but i felt that i am able to 'see' the world better than with normal eyes. As i looked upon ppl who are in pain, i felt the pain as well. Perhaps this is why sometimes they say the blind can 'see' better. (Honestly speaking, i ran out of what to say and need to go to bed now.)

Alright, my eyes have yet to recover and i'd probably take another MC tmr. Hopefully its not some serious eyes infection or else i'm really screwed. Oh yea talking about screwing, don't you guys feel that the world is already screwed enough with work causing stress and putting aside family problems, friendship problems, we thought we could find joy in love but it is constantly screwing us up? Why do ppl get emotional and sad? Why do fights break out in clubs? Why sometimes people couldn't concentrate on what they r doing? Why do people cry uncontrollably? Why do people commit suicide? Rings a bell? You know the answer.

As a final note, i just wanna wish all the heartbrokents to be happy and move on although these words r 99.9% useless. It doesn't matter what the other party think, it doesn't matter what others think, what is important is what you are thinking. 'Alter your attitude and you change your life.' The person who loves you will not make you cry and the person who made you cry ain't worth your love. Forget it if you don't wanna be killed by the love toxic.

To all the heartbreakers, you might have been part of the above category before and as a result you're like this. Nothing much to say. Nothing much to do. I just hope that we have never met. The world is round and what goes around, comes around. Move on.

1.10am now. Bedtime. Hope there ain't anymore nightmares. Shall continue blogging when i have the time. Take care everyone and try to find happiness. Seek and you will find.

With evol,
Casper

Credits to Casper

♥ a butterfly landed @ 11:29 PM